I've bought March issue of Mother&Baby mag and its really an enlightenment! I really love the article on 'a switch in time'! It really really really express what im going throught now! Well, alright, half of my feelings; as im not so eager to find a job. Anyway, life in mono, im now starting to wake up feeling aimless... Sometimes im asking myself, if i've got a chance(job offer/found someone reliable to look after darling) now, should i gave up SAHM and dive into work force? Or should i be SAHM and spend more time during their foundation years? These thoughts are battling inside me. Quote from m&b,'its amazing how easily your mind slips into 'sleep mode' when usage drops drastically after you stop working'. True indeed, my mind had literally tune to sleep mode ever since i got preggy.. I must do something to maintain a sharp mind, a working brain, switching it to 'on mode'. Nonetheless, last quote, 'being a SAHM gives you a breather in which to prepare ahead. One day, when your children flex their wings of independence, we'll be able to let our dreams take flight.' Yes, these few days im contemplating something in my mind, some plannings, my dreams. I shall fulfil them and do it slowly, once my kids are ready, i'll take my flight. Sometimes im glad that im not the only one going through such contradicting situation..

Now, darling is getting naughtier! He always wants to be carried! Blame on daddy keeps carrying him and spoilt him! I know daddy loves him, but now, once we place him in his sarong, darling will throw temper for a while before settling down. Darling is so curious about his environment. When he's in a unfamiliar area(kitchen?), he'll be looking around eagerly.. I just cant stop smelling and kissing him! hahaha

ps: confirm darling has sensitive nose liao.. oh, darling is able to drink from spoon! and he enjoys it! kudos to him! im sure he'll have no problem in spoon feeding next time! he starts to drool too..

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