Mummy is finally back!! She bought alot of dried food like ikan bilis, clear noodles, cakes,etc.. She looks like she just came back from a market. A foreign market. haha. And 2 caps for darling. I've been complaining that all his hats are those infant pull downs. I need one with shield cuz darling cant open his eyes under the sun! So, mummy bought two cute ones for him. But only 1 can be used cuz the other one is too big for him now.

And darling is sick! Me too.. Darling is having flu and cough. Brought him to see our family doctor at bt timah chung kiaw. Sad to heard that the old doctor has passed away 3 years ago. Now is his son taking over. Well, mumm say the son is not as good as the father.

So, the doc said that darling has nasal congestion, no cough; gave a bottle of iliadium(nasal drops). But we insist that darling has cough. Doc says his cough is due to his blocked nose. Oh well.. Anyway, im having cough too. While im breastfeeding him, im sure i did pass some antibodies to him BUT maybe he got it through air from me. I did cough abit while breastfeeding him. Ok, my fault for not using a mask. Im very sad.. It breaks my heart to see him using the drops. Even tho he never 'eh' too much, but i still feed very bad for making him go through all these. Mummy has been blaming me, saying its due to me eating alot of heaty food; thus baby gets real heaty and falls sick. Even the doc says if im heaty, my breastmilk will be heaty too. I tried on his nasal drops and its bitter! I wanna know what's darling is going through. Poor lil Keith. :(
I tried to weigh darling at the doc's place and he's 6.3kg nw(2mth 3 weeks)! Doc says babies shouldnt exceed 9kg during their first year. If not, will be too fat. Nurse comments that darling is very tall. Heh! Like me hor!

To add on, I bought darling a new max-cool overall last month(for 3-6months). Tried on him for the second time few days ago and he fitted just nicely(darling is really tall huh)!! Which means he'll outgrow it REAL soon. Oh my, babies really grow fast! Better utilise it as often as possible now. Gotta shop for new ones again~! I bought alot of stuffs last month(mostly for darling which Mel's is jealous! Thus, Mel 'forced' me to buy 2 Lacoste Polo for him), which i got nothing to buy this month. My shopping addict is back. Gotta find stuffs to buy. haha!

Piles
I got piles after my confinement! Mummy says its me eating too much heaty stuffs during confinement. Anyway, it healed liao. keke

Bonding in Breastfeeding
Alot of mummies will agree that breasfeeding will bonds well with their babies. But i feel that if i bottle feed, i'll have a better bond with darling because:
1. Darling looks at my EYES when i bottle feed.
2. Darling focus on breast when i latch him.
haha~

Cradle Cap
Darling has VERY BAD cradle cap when he's 6weeks old. I spent alot of time clearing it(lots of baby oil(sucks big time), light olive oil(great to use) + rigorous shampooing(gotta clear all the oil)). Now, it seems to be coming back. But abit only. I'll just use the cradle cap shampoo..

I got chided for being lazy again. Mummy always has 'high expectations' from me. So, i gotta wake up at 6am tomorrow to go to the market to shop for groceries and cook lunch + dinner. Not easy to cook for a family of 7(excluding darling). As im not a very great cook, i gotta think of different menus for the week to fulfil all my fussy eaters. Perhaps i should just go to work to avoid all these? But i wont be there to see his first flip, first stand, first sit, first walk... I shall just endure and make joy out of it by hallucinating myself that doing housework + cooking is fun! If Mel and I has our own flat, maybe things might be better(or worse)?

How can i increase my income while staying at home??!! I feel that my brain is not as good as before. My thinking cells are dying. Perhaps im too tired and laze too long liao.. HELP!

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